The Edward Diaries

I first met Edward Cullen late last year when I saw Twilight. Before I carry on, just know that this is not your average blog post or maybe it who knows. I have seen the movie Twilight a total of five times since it's release. I don't really know why but I am drawn to Edward Cullen, I know I sound like the other character in the story Bella. It's different however, I finally read the book, which is brilliant.

My liaisons with Edward began in 2008, it was nothing more than the average person who saw the movie, in fact I settled for it was a 'Robert Pattinson' thing, I mean have you seen him?? last week I rented Twilight and I watched it four times in two days. Then I started dreaming about Edward Cullen, I found myself drawn to him the idea of him was intoxicating and terrifying at the same time. I have had creepy dreams before you know that, these weren't creepy, they were just pages from day, my life with Edward Cullen inserted in them. There was nothing romantic about these dreams, they were just very incoherent pieces of my life and he was there watching my life like a painting standing still while time moves around it, a constant feature that said nothing and did nothing. 

Last night, I dreamt that I was at a graduation, I am not quite sure whose graduation it was but I was there and so was Edward. I said to myself before I fell asleep that is Edward showed in my dreams again, I would ask him why he was there but last night I didn't. I am not sure why, maybe I didn't remember to ask or maybe I just couldn't. He was just there, like he was something from another time, watching everything so put place yet  unnoticeable by everyone else. I have never spoken to him.

Maybe I have finally cracked and I need to call the men in white coats who knows.